Thursday, December 4, 2008

Falling In

I went to a private Cristian school from Kindergarten through 8th grade. This year I started high school at a public school. I have found it very hard not to "fall in". By this I mean turning into the people around me. It fells like this is all new to me. I've learned it's extremely hard to be around something and not do it. I never cussed through 8th grade; 3 weeks into school I found myself disobeying all the morals I have every had. I still have time to turn around, I haven't messed up to bad, I just hate that I am following the way of the world. My wittness is stressed if not failed. I feel like I have failed the Lord. I want to turn around my life before I get worse, but I won't lie...that really hard when you've been around cussing and cussing myself for even a couple months. I'm pray for strength and help to stop this pattern, but it's so hard!

That's all I have to say...thanks for listening!!
L8R!

4 comments:

Unknown said...

Holy crap okay how do you keep up with school have gymnastic and write a blogg at the same time!!! WOW...could give you some advice....txt me cause i dont like face to face conversations :)

Martha E said...

i don't have my phone so i can't text you. motivation is basically how i do it. gymnastics is something i love, so that's not hard. school is something i have to do to keep gymnastics, so that keeps me motivated. and a blog is basically what i have to use to vent all the stress that happens with school and gymnastics! haha. so i'm saying, if you love something or have motivation to do it, then it's alot easier than it sounds. hope this was the advice you were looking for...

Annie Blass said...

Martha... I love you forever. I'll be stalking you via your blog :) haha.

Martha E said...

I'm so glad to have you as a stalker! haha
LOVE U 4EVA MORE!!!
-martha-